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Beningging.

 Starting fresh. Turning a new leaf. (Is it right?) Now as I am typing this, I am googling whether I have written the phrase correctly. I would like to apologize, as English is my second language. But, I did learn it since I was a child, and it did affected my Bahasa Melayu when I converse. I remembered mispronouncing a Malay word, and my friend just chuckled and corrected me. Oh my, I am struggling to remember the word. How age catches up to you.  Back to the topic. Now, I can't recount how many times have I said to myself :  " I will now start anew" at every low point in my life, at every failures that I have faced, or at every achievement I have grasped or at every new opportunity I got. But. I don't know, I have just been thinking. As we wake up everyday, isn't that a chance for us turn a new leaf? Although we might be seeing the same people, or going to the same place, doing the same thing at the same time everyday, day in and day out, we, ourselves that can ...
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Scaredy cat

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim Every day I sit away Contemplating life Of what could have been Of what should have been I lay awake Every night Wondering life Of greatness and pure But i Me A cat who Is always scared Who worships fear And best friends With anxiety I Who Always plays it safe. I Being who i am Only able to wonder I guess. Only able to dream Of big things I guess. I guess.
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current

Salams Just finished watching the anime "your lie in april" I love it! Especially the musical part! The journey! The plot! I love it! Daisuki!
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Over

Sometimes, i am in over my head. Thinking everything is well and wonderful. But reality often knocks some sense into you. Wake up!
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amount

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. I don't know people. Let's stop assuming shall we?
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thoughts

Have you ever had so many thoughts swirling around your head? And you tell yourself. "I will write about this and that later." and ends up forgetting about them? Makoto Shinkai is my now favourite animator. Loved his work. The movies i have watched until now brings sorrow and hope all at the same time! The drawings and pictures are so beautiful and almost perfect, even if it is 2D. And the storyline, heartwrenching and lovely. The movies I have watched up until now. 1. 5 centimeters per second ( Byōsoku Go Senchimētoru) A love story starts at the fall of sakura blooms. 5 centimeters per second. A story about distance and longing. About first love and what might have beens. 2. Your name ( Kimi no na wa) 2 souls connected under the shines and wonders of a comet.  A story about the relations of times and destiny. 3. Garden of words ( Kotonoha no Niwa) Under the dark sky, as the rain falls, a boy and a woman connects, giving hope to each other unknowingly. A s...
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wonder

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim Sometimes I wonder the touch of love the care the worries For families For friends For animals Does it lasts? What does it actually means? The happiness The tears The joy The sadness Accomplished? Or lost?
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