Beningging.

 Starting fresh.

Turning a new leaf. (Is it right?) Now as I am typing this, I am googling whether I have written the phrase correctly. I would like to apologize, as English is my second language. But, I did learn it since I was a child, and it did affected my Bahasa Melayu when I converse. I remembered mispronouncing a Malay word, and my friend just chuckled and corrected me. Oh my, I am struggling to remember the word. How age catches up to you. 

Back to the topic.

Now, I can't recount how many times have I said to myself : 

" I will now start anew"

at every low point in my life, at every failures that I have faced, or at every achievement I have grasped or at every new opportunity I got.

But.

I don't know, I have just been thinking. As we wake up everyday, isn't that a chance for us turn a new leaf? Although we might be seeing the same people, or going to the same place, doing the same thing at the same time everyday, day in and day out, we, ourselves that can make it different? More exciting? More spicy? Making thing matters?

Salam and hi!

I am Nf, a girl, a woman (?) (there's the question mark because well, I am not sure I can define myself as a woman, I have always felt immature, but my body is telling me YOU ARE NOT HAHAHAHA), a worker, a daughter, a movie watcher, anime lover, hopefully a good friend, a sister, and a Muslim. 

This is my third attempt in blogging. Heheh.

First attempt was when it was first introduced. I really liked writing, and blog was a great platform at that time. Second attempt, erm, I can't even remember when but I really left it half baked. Annnnnd, *drumrolllllll* this is my third attempt. 

Well. 

I am unsure if anyone will read my blog. 

I....need to learn not to care.

Kbyeeeeeeee....